Nov 14, Thurs - Meal Prep
I think I've come to the realization that my family rarely eats together bc of several reasons:
- The Kitchen has to be clean
- The materials needed to make the food need to be available
- cooking area
- table 2 eat on
- specific ingredients
- Someone has to be in the mood to cook, and for everyone
Nov 15th, Fri - Wendys, front counter 9-5
- Breakfast β‘οΈ Lunch Guy
- Selective hearing
- "My doctor told me I have Selective hearing but I don't think so :("
- He prob has audio processing or not great hearing
- Brian asked me "whatcha doin after this?" and keeps looking at me w those little twinkle eyes of his.
Either he forgot I have a gf or he thinks imma just throw away 5yrs away for his 'new gf every week @ss' - Chip was trying to fix the light in the break room and the light messed up and it started smelling like sm kinda gas
- He's on a ladder too, I told him he should get down in case he faints...
- Todays Food:
- Salted carmel frosty
- Choc Chunk Cookie
- Biggie bag - Crispy ckn, jr fry, 4pc nug + bbq and ranch
- I think salted carmel is the only frosty frys would b good w
- still trying to decide if I prefer writing only in the designated boxes or between the lines too...
this journal is for adhd and dislexia (which I'm pretty sure I have but anyway), so it has specific boxes/colored lines 2 help - I think I like between the lines too
- it's 4, an hr b4 I leave I just got real tired like 30min ago IDK what happened lol
- A group of ppl my age came in and liked my vibes and told me to apply to the texas road house at 'location'
Nov 17th, Sun - Wendys
- Missed my chance to get a honey buddy biscuit :(
- But I have french toast sticks...
- Skyshade
- "w2w what can I get 4 ya?" lol
- This guy through the drive through was rlly scared of relish "No relish on that sandwich! Please." He sounded scared lol.
- We don't have relish...
Nov 18th, Mon - Meeting over sandwiches (me and my gf)
- dbl bcnatr w everything but onions
- We want to clean
- wooden table - trey place
- bookshelf, more books
Night thoughts (Prob same day)
- Make Candy Land programming
- I could push myself w programming by trying 3d?
- Play skyrim or other games in spanish :O!
- YT - how 2 learn any lang by gaming in desc, there are links and Resources etc!
- Maybe I can find 'old spanish teachers' social/num and ask if I can get spanish hw too!
Nov 19th
Dad said it's abt the time where ppl are hiring interns and stuff. I need to I want to get this right. I've been thinking for a while now to just walk in places
Books
- How to get rich
- Triumph
- The E Method
The fact that I can sit on my phone and be useless to myself + the whole world for hrs.
for days
for weeks
and those hours in days and weeks turn into days and weeks of my life lost is insane.
Nov 20th, Wed - Day Off.
Today FSures
- coins w my mom
- Hang w π¨βπ» from 6 - 7:15
Things I really want to get done today
- No debt. (Pay the hospital for check up)
- Comic
Vague/Would be cools
- Programming
- Candy Land or My Game
- Blender
- Make food, Sell Coins,
Business Idea: RentABlank
basically if you want to do sm but...
- Don't have the money to buy a tool
- Want to do projects on a whim (So you don't want to buy everythin on a whim)
- ThingOne time projects
- Don't have the room
- Children lol.
RENT A TOOL!
- Power tools like table saws, etc
- lawn mowers
- window cleaning
- a vaccuum
- A persona
- Artist
- Date
- Actor
- Snow cone machine
- etc
Person can set rules for what the are giving 4 rent and descriptions
Privacy.com/pricing
make seperate card aliases, v cool. Will not explain all here.
John Oliver
idk w this 1 lol'link'
Resin Printer :o!
Also get higher quality printer
R I can print sex toy molds π!
yay!!!!!!
Also, I don't have to do comics along side it @ first bc I could just write the story like a novel first.
+ tell em bout the toys on each page lol.
McMaster.com- 3D Models - print
- from manufacturers?
I should put a lil trash can in my bedside table. Or one that 'gf' has where it looks like a garbage thing
Don't snack on sugar throughout a long period of time, go all @ once
- Bc ur tongue has to go from acidic, non, acidic, non
- instead: acidic β‘οΈ non acidic once, not rlly any errotion
This is me talking about organizing my craft supplies
- I want to switch figuring making w beads bc beads r easy to take out and stuff.
- figurines dont seem as appealing (when I have to take them out of a drawer)
Today I went w mom to sell her dad's old coin collection. We went 2 gma and gpa's 1st 2 see if gpa would come with (bc I was worried we would be scammed... bc we 2 women + dad was worried we wouldn't take an offer.)
Well gpa recommended us a place + they were rlly nice! The guy looking @ our coins had a little magazine booklet that told him the prices of all the coins. I asked abt it + he said it's actually a monthly subscription they pay and get the magazines.
These were in my mom's old baby scrapbooking stuff, the papers clash a lot but I didn't want to risk losing them. They are really heart warming to me
"Loved by both her parents."
" 'my name' loved yummy treats."
(Found those while looking through scrapbook papers)
Anyways the coins came out to be $7,980 or sm like that.
Which is tripple what we were expecting
π¨βπ» was suprised too.
Today I made made a shelf. I put all my art papers on it + moved some things around. Very exciting!
I also hung out w π¨βπ» |...Keeping some out for personal reasons...|
Today w really just talked about things and it was very nice.
we talked about 3D printers, neocities web, hotmail, the election, my game, his program, etc, my hormones.
The election one was v interesting and probably the breaking point for me.
Turns out he voted for Kamala! Which I did not expect. He said he thought she'd be more likely to listen to pressures from society or sm like that. It was real insightful. + also how trump put ppl in his cabinet w/o bc checks, more through a private company π¬. and how he is more unpredictable and does what he wants.
He showed me his program and it was rlly cool! It was 2 take locally stored pswrds and copy them on to the users computer. it was made in windows forms and it was adorable.
I showed him my game and he actually seemed pretty impressed ( β’Μ Ο β’Μ )β§
I also told him abt my desire 4 a 3D printer and idk why I didn't think to tell him. BC he's the man to ask abt em.
Anyways he told me I should get a resin printer. Which YEAH. Way better suits my needs. And that he would use it too.
I showed him my alien stuff and also the sleaves I made for my costume and I feel like he really appreciates my creativity :D!
Today I got a call from a debt collector 4 mercy and I went through the whole thing and @ the end I said
- "Thank you for making it so easy" She seemed SO SO happy I said that.
- She said "Thank you for being so nice"
- "Yeah, I could imagine this is a rough customer service job. It's on the phone and talking w ppl abt their money"
- She was laughing and liked what I said. I could tell she went from 'Dang, I have to get through this' customer service voice to 'off script and happy'
- "Thanks 4 being so nice 'my name', you have a good day and thanksgiving too."
- "Good luck, bye!"
- realized this book has no table of contents
- the scrapbook papers o(TγTo)
I need to do the eye exorcises, I think my vision blurred a bit. Just 4 now though. Tey are prob dry bc of how relaxed and less often my blinking is writting
not enough time to talk to 'gf' :/
12:12
Goodnight! + Fun fact I learned 2day:
breasts have microbiomes like mouths and stomachs! guts!
Also!
green tea v helpful 4 mouth microbiome and health, anti inflamitory and stress relief :)
remember to scan and copy
Wow! I had a very full day! I'm glad I wrote it all down. Very talkative moment hehe
Nov 21, Thurs - Wendys
Note - remember 2 scan and copy oogie from old notebook 2 space notebook. + Bungie etc.
- Dude I was real tired today @ wendys 4 the first few hrs. But I think a warm up + some tea helped.
I get what uncle iroh means by "hot leaf juice". oof, lol.
- I think I was tired casue I slept in til 10. I had salad for breakfast and made myself peppermint tea, but... forgot the tea and had to leave 4 wendys.
- peppermint is def my fav tea. It's just warm and tingles my mouth.
- I think for christmas I want to get 'gf' 4 dental stuff + get the tooth stuff she needs.
Then maybe the body pillow or sm.I think it's the shadow bp I'm talking about here
- well, I don't want that opened @ my house. Maybe a wolf thing to go on the wall.
- Dude Chips was working on the lights above the ice (ice bin for sodas) + some dust fell on the ice. I got rid of the top layer but oof O-O'
- Brian got off wendys @ 3 and he was still here for abt 20min after in one of the tables just on call.
- just saw he was gone, and he left his wendys clothes on the floor π!?
(@ wendys)
Home
Right now I'm under the lamp post of the mail area. It's almost thanksgiving so it's dark @ 7 + cold out.
dad brought home popeyes, which I only has a bit of in case I'm full from that dave's double I had earlier.
sm I find interesting is that even though I don't care much for Brian's opinion I care what he thinks about me. Interesting... or maybe I just don't want to show him most of my art bc it would be embarrasing
- She cares abt her space,
- She manages her ppl well w care, humor, understanding, but ultimately an iron fist.
- She's also just awesome.
- "If you need to learn, you need to learn." He said that to me when he was teaching me sandwiches and I was slow @ first.
- His patience is rare.
- He also cares abt customers.
'GF'S Shower, Nov 21 - Shower day, @ 6! P clean, fluffy, soft, nice.
The business idea: Bang-a-longs
Tue, Nov 26 - Wendys
- Dave's Single
- apple bites
- Choc Chunk Cookie
"Am I in there?" (him referring to my notebook while I'm writing in it)
"I think ur in my old one, idk about this one"
"Write so ppl know who I am, 4 history, so ppl wont forget"
"That's why I write π"
(jokingly):
"In 2024 'my name' and 'blind' was @ wendys, they won't believe it, but it was true" - 'blind'
I think brian doesn't actually boter me @ all, he's also been growing on me bc I don't think he's as lazy as I thought not true anymore lol... I think he is v lazy, whether he wants to or not I think that's the case
Don't get me wrong his little 'goo goo' eyes are annoying sometimes but it's funny.
What's good abt Brian is that he does actually seem to care. He's not incel vibes, and neither does he feel forceful now that I'm reading this it's crazy bc he forced a kiss on my under age coworker :P o-O?! Which I've delt w both b4 and so him not being that is nice :)
I've said this a couple of times but I'll say it again He isn't ill intetioned and although I don't think he'll put move work into relationships, I think it's bc he's not asked to. if he was asked I'm sure he would. he probably would... for a few weeks... It's prob the girls who like him.
bc when I asked him to be better (@ bagging food/@ his job) he did. he actually listened and stuff which I rlly appreciate.
He's just a silly guy, ur doing great Brian π eh. lol, srry for bashing bro but π€·ββοΈ
Wendys page on my site This is a reminder for me to put these stories on my site
- Poor kids who have to go up and ask for sandwich remakes @ the table, instead of the parents.
- I only kinda get it, like yeah ur garenteed a remake if the kids do it, but ur also p much garenteed one anyways, we dont care lol. it's really easy to say "I need a JBC no chz" "k" I understand anxieties, but the kids can have em too!
Have a ratings page of random things
Rankings, I can do that w wendys food too
Nov 27, Wed, - Wendys
9-4, Front Counter
- normally it doesn't bother me but he watched me put it all there.
- But ig that's on me casue I didn't ask b4 hand
Thanksgiving - 'gfs' Family
We r @ aunt and uncles, there's a cat somewhere, I hope I can meet it.
Dec 1st
- We both have an easier time walking around in our dreams if it's on all fours!
The edible was 1/3rd ish, so it's about 25-40mg ish? Last time I took one idk how much it was but it was 1/2 a gummy. gf got high, I did not.
ik my stomach be difficult to do anything to. Like spoiled food and stuff like that. ig my tollerance is rlly high. literally I'll eat old food and be chillin.
I wonder if once again i wont be hit or if I'll overdue it? idk.